Moments...

Yes these days mostly weekends me sit and watch the feathered beings having fun :) Have kept this water plate and some grains for them. Already had visits from: Sparrows love the chi chis Bulbul Doves Pigeons didn't like them as they drooped shits :( Quail Myna although me shoo away if its one for sorrow :( and today came mighty Raven and I had a tough time shooing it away. and have had visits from Madarsi Chidiya And today arrived this one ....Barbler   and another one awesome looking sunbird :D

Her hole in heart and her belief that Edward is there.... “Where you used to be, there's a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling into at night."  ~ Edna St. Vincent Millay “If I go away What would still remain of me? The ghost within your eyes? The whisper in your sighs? You see... Believe…And I'm always there.” ~ Jon Oliva

FB Status msg : You gotta speak in the accent along with the correct stress to relish :DAnd as you proceed further the questions are more fun :) If COLUMBUS had a bong wife, he could never discover America Bcoz, wife would ask: Kothai jacho? Kae sathe Jacho? Kise kore jacho? Ki khujte jacho? Kokhon firbe? Koto time lagbe? Ekhane paabar chance nei? Na khujle ki hobe? Bolo Always tumi keno? arki keu nei? Ami ekane eka eka ki korbo? Bondhura sathe thakbe, taina? Roj maal khabe taito?  Ami ki tomar sathe asbo? COLU: Chede dao, ami jachi na...

As if I was going to pay heed to any of that. Its my blog and I will WRITE!!! STOP READING MY BLOG IF YOU DON'T WANT ME TO WRITE!!! So take heed and stop dropping at my blog.

Yeah like it did yesterday. Everyday it does and everyday it appears. When will it be gone forever - I query.  I used to let out the question to void - dearest void (yeah yeah just like Kathleen Kelly from You've got mail). But the never answering attitude and the stealing and strangling of my dreams led me not to any more - some friend I say or should I say FIEND that feels more appropriate. So she says.... Sometimes when you dive into an emotional situation, you do so with such intensity that you lose perspective. Yeah thats very true. But what do I do - an situation if its emotionally fueled cannot be dealt with logic, reasoning and the right perspective. Whats to be done or maybe undone?

Yesterday when I was trying to redo my blog's look and feel I jogged down the memory lane. When I started blogging, I had befriended this lady in another side of the globe through one of the memes. It was so much fun. It seemed as if we both met each other everyday. She used to share her life and her son's growing up years. The gardening they did together, their outings, celebrations, cheer and glum. It was like I was there with her during thise times. Sadly,I moved to other live friends and hardly blogged or visited her blog. But I can still vividly recall the events she shared. Then when I returned to blogging, my muse was another lady. She writes awesome posts on the topic of love and waiting for the loved one. I used to feel part of her life's journey through her posts. She used to write with so much honesty that I could actually feel the yearnings and pangs and all the emotions. I celebrated with her when he arrived from the States and then drooled over her diamon...

The short story - Can the dabba and go for the party The long story, both the movies - touched upon the subject of child labor but just touched. They didn’t take up the issue. - Had very good acting from the children and the adults By the way whats wrong with the makers of Dabba. How can they glorify “lying”. There is a difference between being creative and lying. The boy creates stories of all sorts – that’s ok till he is writing his essays but what he shares with his friends. That’s what we want to teach our future adults. I am not sure. Check out Chillar party – the boy doesn’t need to lie to befriend anyone. Anyways the story was great. The dialogues everything was too good. But I am not sure why somewhere something was amiss and I can’t pin point the same which didn’t make it a movie which you can sit and watch reruns. But certainly a good movie.

Picture this analogy Project Manager = You are the Architect and you know how and what needs to be in the design to make it liveable so why cant you construct. Architect = Well me need to learn the art of building. Project Manager = Ok you start attending training So this is how me instead of writing requirements attended training to learn HTML, JavaScripting, CSS, YUI,Apache Velocity....PHEW!!! And to add to this the entire session was done in 2 days. Best was our trainer when we introduced ourselves he was like Ummmm Ah Actually I was told I had to do Basic but I never realised I am actually gonna teach to people who dont even understand difference between scripting and coding :D And the best - we dont have budget to make us do the work so the project scrapped :) It was all fun. Me got new tools Notepad++ and see what me did :D The tabs in my blog. Yippe!!!

One moment everything was as it should have been. Surrounded by people I loved.Smiles. Somehow, unlikely as it was, it seemed like I was about to get everything  I'd been fighting for. And then one tiny, inconsequential thing had gone wrong. ‎"My life and his were twisted into a single strand. Cut one, and you cut both. If he were gone, I would not be able to live through that. If I were gone, he wouldn't live through it, either. And a world without Edward seemed completely pointless. Edward had to exist."  ~ Bella  And so I read the book Midnight Sun. Please Meyer please publish this book but dont make a movie but publish this book please.

Poem 1     Ik baat honton tak hai jo aayi nahin     Bas ankhon say hai jhaankti     Tumse kabhi, mujhse kabhi     Kuch lafz hain woh maangti     Jinko pehanke honton tak aa jaaye woh     Aawaaz ki baahon mein baahein daalke ithlaye woh     Lekin jo yeh ik baat hai     Ahsas hi ahsas hai     Khushboo si hai jaise hawa mein tairti     Khushboo jo be-aawaaz hai     Jiska pata tumko bhi hai     Jiski khabar mujhko bhi hai     Duniya se bhi chupta nahin     Yeh jaane kaisa raaz hai Poem 2     Jab jab dard ka baadal chaya     Jab ghum ka saya lehraya     Jab aansoo palkon tak aya     Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya     Humne dil ko yeh samjhaya     Dil aakhir tu kyun rota ha...

As I watch you sleeping… I lay by your side thinking… There are no words to describe the way that I feel for you There are none… strong enough…to convey… all my love Ever since that day that you walked into my life I have been yours… only yours… every day… forevermore If only I could touch you If only I could kiss you If only I could wrap my arms around and never release you If only I could touch you If only I could kiss you If only I could wrap my arms around and never release you So lay your head in rest, my love, and dream of coming to me In your dreams… where I’ll be… kissing you… feeling you The only chance I have of holding you, tightly in my arms Is when you sleep… in your sleep… when you dream… when you dream of loving me If only I could touch you If only I could kiss you If only I could wrap my arms around and never release you If only I could touch you If only I could kiss you If only I could wrap my arms around and never release you Even thou...

With nothing better to do as its simply raining here me went to this place where they give some kind of Swedish massage which eases pain. Hmm ok so here goes my day.... Good morning mam, can you please fill out this form.... And it asks me question from where did I get to know them, my first visit....blah blah You have to kind of fill up so many things they could find under the sun for you. Anyways off I went.... After I filled the form, the lady didnt give it a glance she started asking me questions....I glared at her but she was like nothing....Hmm ok So since when do you have the pain? As far as I could recall I had. You see pain is such a thing you realize it exists from the point you have and then it seems eternity. Well for more than a couple of years now. <Smile :) > You are from the IT world right. That was a blind guess but right. I could be from anywhere and not even working but IT is a safe bet considering the customers you get. <Nod> <Smile ...

Something that used to classify mainstream commercial movie and art movie was right. We need the classification. You know to earn money you have to create different form of art and to satisfy the creativity you have to do something very different. It wont give you money but will satisfy. Also the audience will be matured and prepared to watch the creativity in that light. Ok this movie is just not any commercial fun male bonding film - its about 3 mortals discovering themselves. Its actually a book and not a movie. And has to be savored in the same way. On second thoughts it ought to be a book to do full justice to the characters. But who will tell this to Madam Zoya that you marketed the film as something and people watching found it something else. They made it terrible for the others sitting in the theater and really appreciating good work. Ok so whats to watch for - Yeah you will hear the Spanish spellbound scenic captured by the lens. Some great acting and spontaneity. Some cl...

And VOID before you come to any conclusions I am sharing with you because I am angry. I am not expecting any answers from you for you wont give any. I am really lost trying to understand how this world is. This gal I mean she is my very good friend tells me whats wrong with you? You have lost spark!!! What does she mean by that? BTW what do I do if Google+ has taken away my SPARK :) He He Anyways I am unsure why she thinks there is something amiss with me no one else thinks that ways. You know what my lifestyle has drastically changed, picture this - morning walks with friends we pull leg of each other eye other walkers and make fun :) then we sip T (imagine me sipping T from a thapri) and eat idlis....and I have stopped missing any meals of the day.... At office and we all go for our 4 O'clock High Tea :) We again sit and make fun of each other. And you know my office folks actually miss me when I am not at work i mean working from home...Awwww I get this IMs when u comi...

Concentrate on keeping your balance as the big waves wash through your life. Now what else....:( Is anything worse still gonna come up.... HA I laugh at Fate - come on send your waves I am ready.... A little voice from somewhere inside me bellows - maybe I will be swept off who wants to keep ones balance :) Why struggle when its easy to give up. Whats destined will happen so why fight fate?

Don't go far off, not even for a day, because -- because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep. Don't leave me, even for an hour, because then the little drops of anguish will all run together, the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift into me, choking my lost heart. Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach; may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance. Don't leave me for a second, my dearest, because in that moment you'll have gone so far I'll wander mazily over all the earth, asking, Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?

Yes me watched Transformers 3 having not watched any of the earlier. It hardly made any difference. And I enjoyed some parts of it. I was like open mouth seeing the transformation of the cars into the robots wow :) Although the movie was very loooong and boring. But I kept myself busy. Do you know why the character was named SAM. It was UNCLE SAM - when something happens anywhere in the world or beyond world the universe who saves us.....yup!!! :D

Yeah please go and read books. Bella is supposed to look breakable. She is supposed to have a hole in her heart. Does the character even understand how to live with the hole in the heart????????? Anyways forget the stupid movie and read the series. Don't wait for the last movie also read Breaking Dawn book. The time spent in reading the book is all worth.

"When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end." So said Stephenie Meyer and so true. I am not gonna grieve because Twilight the dream  book which I was reading (in fact savoring) has come to an end. I sat still till I read all the books - the entire series. I know this may sound stale to many but even though the books and movies have been making rage I was left untouched. Actually I had intentionally kept myself away not completely though. Long back I participated in a random contest asking me to choose sides and by some irrational reasoning I had chose to be Team Edward. And now I am 100% sure thats the team I wanted to be. That day  I got a glimpse of the movie and I knew I had to read it. Well the term un-put-downable can actually be synonymous with Twilight. I loved the pace that she maintains right from the first word and kept me glued. Just read the part where the Cullen family plays baseb...