Moments...

I had heard this somewhere that God gives you grief of the amount that you can overcome even though it doesn't feel like you can. I dont think so its true. When I heard about what happened I couldn't handle it how could my little gal handle it. First you give someone a bundle of joy and then just try and take it away. A testing time for a person who has just become a mother a few days back. Its all too much and all you can do is pray to give strength to pass through this test. And hope that everything becomes fine. Amen!

The lists of questions below will help you to free your mind. These questions have no right or wrong answers. Because sometimes asking the right questions is the answer. Just answer all of these questions in your heart and see what the changes around you. Yes me going to do it again 1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? Maybe 30 2. Which is worse, failing or never trying? never trying 3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do? because we are scared we dont overcome fear - the fear for losing someone the fear for being rejected. Most importantly we dont define our priorities well. 4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? yes said more 5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world? Discipline I wish everyone would follow rules and look after each other's happiness 6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make y...

Me watching TV infact not just TV but watching programs. There are these soap operas....ha now I know why they say opera. Its like opera - you hate it or love it. Others dont understand how someone enjoys and understands that screeching pitchy noises, some call it divine music. So I leave this to others to watch and enjoy. Ads I loved them but no longer now I see how they hit the psyche of people and coerce them into buying their products. Imagine this cream that says will make you fair now they have got a step ahead their Ad now says use it everyday for better results. Yeah yeah then only will you buy more tubes :) Good marketing work though I should say. BTW watching TV helps I bought this top my new look theme and this lady in that ad is wearing it.....ARRGGGHHH....anyways its nice to watch how we are coerced to buy stuffs we dont need. Thank God I am out of these. But maybe I am still part of their marketing gimmick I look at packages and name...hmmm so i will always me a consum...

Today I attended this funeral thats the last thing I wanted to do. But you have to do things that you dont like to. Its so strange people are stranger I have said this nth times and saying it again. I could understand what she is going through coz I had been through something similar. Its so difficult to come to terms with losing a love one. There will be a crowd so called well wishers dropping in. You know there is not much difference between funeral and wedding. People come and go. In funeral they talk in whispers and wedding loud. The topic will always remain the same. And food is prime. In all this fuss I recalled we had to arrange food for all people here also the same was happening. And above all this people will talk. How I wish I knew all those cuss words to speak out. The SKB doesnt work you need more powerful cuss words. Anyways I sat there and wondered you know we all know our arrival time (I mean you can predict birth time) but we cannot predict death time. When one dies s...

Yes I had this trip.....it was a nice experience. I went out with my friends and both of them had never seen snow nor hot water spring.Although both the snow and the spring was like nothing but still looking at their excited faces I felt wow. They were like this cool real tourists. They posed for pics, played in that bit of snow :D, excited at looking at everything around. They were not worried about cold, remove jackets pose for pics then get into the jackets :D They were the ones afraid of heights, getting ill, throwing up and all and next moment they were ready. Anyways I was happy that I have better constitution than them. :D This guy who drove us around the place. He stays in Shimla. He had done lot of odd jobs before he started with the taxi thing. He started with driving trucks and he has visited all places in India  (Guess most of them) but he says his heart lies in Shimla. He was a guide and he took people around. But then parents asked him to be close to home. So he ...

Yup to me also.... There's been a heated debate ongoing among my mates on the identity of a woman....a multi-tasker - cooks, cleans, does job, looks after children....and blah blah....each one trying to pull down each other..... So should I speak out or not....Can I ever keep my mouth shut....u got it me gonna write.... I guess being a woman is a boon I think....I have more choices .... Choose to be lady-like (high-heeled, gaudily dressed) or choose to be a tomboy. Color the walls and my lips, eyes, and anything and be called a fashionably made. Make a house look like home. How to earn and spend a money well. be it gizmos and cosmetics and clothes, purses, and shoes anytime....the ads speak for themselves :) and And best of it is us who make you a man. :D Now let me climb down to the earth and talk about us. About attitude and opportunity I guess guys and gals are equal. Even emotionally we are same - we both get hurt and are happy. We both want someone to care for ...

truth behind "JUST KIDDING" little emotion behind "I DON'T CARE" little pain behind "IT'S OKAY" little "I NEED U" behind "LEAVE ME ALONE"... Just read this and am wondering why cant we be honest, why do we have to camouflage ourselves...why is there all kinds of lies yet its more wanted than truth... I guess whatever it is if it makes you happy, gives someone the happiest moment of their life....its worth doing it. Lies or truth give someone a moment of happiness which they can cherish life long.

Yes these days thanks to FB me getting to be in touch with my long lost college pals and all they have the first thing in mind is - u still haven't found Mr. Right.And I am like Ummmm.... So I sat thought - thinking is the best thing I can do - Am I right about my Mr. Right or am I right for my Mr. Right. And I went forget it me gonna write....maybe writing will help me understand...so what I want... I have my dreams and I dont want you to fulfill them for me but what I want is when I achieve my dreams or at times fail to achieve them - you are there beside me sharing my happiness, congratulating or commiserating me. I want to struggle and achieve but I want you to be beside me and ready to lend me a hand when I need one, pat my shoulders when I make it. Don't stop me from crying but lend me a shoulder to cry. I dont mean that you have to be on phone or be next to me all the time but make me part of your thoughts - achievement, success, failure anything and I should be ...

Watched this movie dont ask me why I picked this one but when you are devastated you need distraction and this movie was the one I randomly picked to watch.... Strangely this movie has a great storyline and it touches upon a very sensitive subject but sadly doesn't seem to know how to present it. If this was done properly it would have had moved people to rethink. This married couple gets separated by situations and circumstances. Was that separation necessary? They love each other so much that they cannot see anyone else's love for them. In short the story was based on relationship. When you are at a crossroads what do you do. Does one spouse has a right to decide on others behalf. Are the two really one. How much can you trust someone. How deep can a love run. All these questions and more.... Some of the songs were good. Chahat hi chahat se door karen....

Ask an individual who has bruises all over the body. And you will be surprised to hear that we cannot differentiate between what hurts more. At times remember the hand, then the foot,..... but what hurts more cannot be defined. So it seems when one is hurt already the others can keep hurting for there wont be fear that person will get hurt more. Boy a cruel, mean and a sadist talking....

Whats happening....that day I lost all of my 101 / 1001 post and today my Vision Board and Gratitude List was wiped out clean....why the hell this happened. The Browser just crashed and when I logged in there was a blank page :( This is weird....and devastating for me.

There are some people in this world who will pull apart your world and then lend the hand to setup everything right! Instead of being penalized or punished for their behavior people applaud them and that too for their selfless work!! Welcome to the world!!

"I would give up magic for love!!" What a wonderful world....welcome to the world of Ethan created by Bhansali a true magical world. Sanjay Leela Bhansali shows us whats life = 100 gm zindagi = whats Guzarish a plea which is not required when you love something or someone. The movie is not about promoting Euthanasia but deals with this sensitive subject to make the viewers understand something which is more closer to the maker - Love. The deep platonic love that makes you understand the need to let go. The friendly love that cannot think about living without their friend but the love makes them fight for justice for taking their friend's life. The unsaid love thats prepared to give up everything and give in everything to give a life of dignity in return of smile. The love that motivates one to to fail again and try again....the love that pushes one to dream and fulfill ones. The love that gives life is also ready to take the life to make their suffering t...

Yes my vacation time and me spending watching movies so I watched whats called as zara hatke.... Break ke baad - Good storyline, nice dialogues but it can still get ripped apart by yucky acting by Deepika and at times by Imran too. Now this movie says why veterans are what they are and how they are a world apart from amateurs... Lillette Dubey, Navin Nischol and Sharmila Tagore. Songs are awesome. Watch it once wont regret it. Story about love how it evolves with age, separation, and living for your dreams. Nice way they talk about how suffocating a relationship can get and how it can become taken for granted.....it all needs a right dose of trust, freedom and trust. Patiala House - Could have been good but was real let down. No one killed Jessica - Awesome pace of the movie begins with the word go....although I thought that Rani's character was little overdone but still a must watch. Awesome performance and good pace.