Moments...

Suddenly I found myself in a position that I hate myself....have started cribbing, rantings and only talking negatives....:( I am trying too hard for everything....and expecting everything to be fine....an ideal situation and forcing myself to act like an ideal person and failing miserbaly as per my expectations or standards set in And ranting and cribbing all the more.... Hating all the more.... Have to STOP this!!! Its just a passing phase....I'll get over this too!!!

It touched upon a story about a mother and daughter falling for the same man...and how as a parent being devoid of the manual for bringing up a teenaged child learns all by her life, or looking at her sister but the learning happens only when she brings her up to it :) At times it was a bit boring and dont worry you will easily skip through those sections and not even lose anything...and also at times there are too much of text and you are pestered to move ahead but you have to read them also...See even I couldnt put it rightly...I mean some sections where the story moves very fast but the description is too verbose...otherwise I simply lived through all... Recommended as a passtime novel :)

It was the most difficult marathon....that finally ended...badly started though...well lemme rephrase and put it as had loads of hurdles...   OK me trying to shift my residence over the weekend and being me had planned everything....had setup backups also and had conviniently beleieved and banked on the stakeholders.   That was not just one of the mistake I did there were loads of....so I had difficulty crossing the initial hurdles and then there was no time left for the remaining race and so finished it in a rush.   Movers and packers who didnt pick their phones and didnt turn up....so used the backup the tempo service and they too didnt turn up. Me had wasted the entire saturday waiting where I read by novel :) and coz there were packers and movers me didnt even pack any stuff....and then saturday night I had to gear up and so me with full enthusiasm cleared some space made my bed and slept off to think what to do tomorrow morning.   Sunda...

Do you recall when we were kids we used to close our eyes and think that coz we couldnt see anyone so no one can see us....well its the same for a few people who use cellphones in the office.... Now there is a small passage well hidden from the main office leading to store. Many people hide inside the passage and speak on phone.  The worst part is there is an echo in that passage and so one can easily hear others talk and they are busy murmuring things on their phone imagining no one is hearing them :)

Well during one of my trips, sitting in the car; my mind was drifting here and there; the usual. Will tell you about my trip in a few days, once I get the pics uploaded too :) I was thinking about relationships and this happened because I was coming back from a trip visiting my relatives. I realized that in any kind of relationship I can tell what I want or expect; I mean what I want to take from the relationship but I never even ponder and know what I can give. :( Maybe my time but that too depends on my priorities....:( I cant promise to be able to do that... Maybe money that too depends on my bank balance :( I cant promise to be able to do that :( Mybe care for them but not too sure :( Talk about having parents, having siblings, partners and what I want from them but I never give it a thought what I have to give. I want a father to give me a sense of security, be a good dad, love and care for me, a mom who looks after me, cooks for me, a brother who cares for me, fetches me from...

Am looking for the culprit, trying to figure out by looking at the potty :( Any guesses????????? Its a cat....coz today morning she came and drank the tea :(!!!

Yippe finally came out of the PP office with the receipt for the passport forms deposited :D Now have to wait for the arrival. My cousin asked me to fill the section here with what needs to be done so that anyone reading my blog would take help....(Well I didnt correct him that very few actually read it :) anyways so here's info) This is for reissue of passport with change of address = meaning treated as new passport :) under Tatkal scheme from Delhi, Bikaji Cama place Get a token from the backside of the building before 11:30 AM as after they have issued a fixed number of tokens (somewhere close to 200); they close the counter. And take photocopies of all the documents handy coz they might ask :anytime ) along with of course the originals :D And please do not staple the documents instead use a paper clip for the person verifying will rearrange them and staple them. Ok so the documents are: 1. Request Letter addressed to the passport office with the subj of reissu...